Well being lterall. This week has been about digging down into the wells of angela. sitting with anger, frustration, resentment, curiousity, callousness, frailty. ALL THE THINGS
It has been a challenging go
- i haven’t had any auditions this week
- i have had less time to book guests for next week ( having had monday off0
- we had a weird meeting at the beggining of the week
- i am pursuing a court case against that yoga teacher i had previously mentioned
- i am shooting ascript in 2 weeks and havent really heard from my writing partner
- they are filming a tv show at work and i hae stated i wont do it because i want to be in it, but now theres hype and i feel like maybe im missing out? what i they get more featured than i do or something?what if they become famous before me or without me?
but so much joy has happened too
- i discoverd a yoga retreat series on facebook- can do crow and the yogic squat much better now
- i ran into an old friend on the bus
- my dad got a phone call from an old frind which put him in a really good mood
- i got a callback for the audition i thought i did really well on!
- j and c are ok with me going on the audition
- i have had some very good meditations
- facebook wont open right now to allow me to do write this
- i have done some paintings i really enjoy
- I have stopped eating as much – am a bit more satisfied with where i’m at in certian situations
- I may run into my friends dad at an event tomorrow. she hasn’t seen him in years
- that i’m not pursing this alone?
it may not be glamourous but i can hang my head on these things i enjoy. I don’t want my fears and neuroses to get in the way of me enjoying my expereince. Won’t know until we know, but I will do my best to just breathe put my head down and take each moment as it comes!