What happened this week?
This is the question my acting teacher asks every week. AND I NEVER say anything. Maybe it’s because it’s usually ” oh i booked something”
and my story would be ” i MAY-BE went on an audition this week , but kinda not really.”
But i think its actually fear. Fear that the things that ARE going on aren’t worth me talking about, or just show that i am a student .. and because of that are just embarrassing.
- I performed with my improv group this week for the first time
- we got a new teacher who is committed to making us work hard
- I got an audition for a commercial but realized i had to eat the product and I’m allergic
- got a call from a girl in an old class I’m in saying she’s leaving the class and because of that would i help her write a letter to the administration
Or is it just plain this is NONE of your fucking business? Period.
Certainly i have had my share of teachers doing their fair share of prying into my life… perhaps this is my way of keeping whats mine mine. But i feel so great sharing standing up SHOWING UP.
And perhaps I need to allow myself to this